Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Way Overdue

This post is waaay overdue. I should have done this a long time ago BUT unforuntely I didn't. You see, I have a problem. It's not quite at the desperate stage but it's getting there. I probably should seek help...you see I lack consistancy is lots of areas of my life. Posting to this blog if definitely one of those areas. I wish I was better at it but wishing and doing are two different things.

Working at home is sometimes hard....you ever have those days where you don't feel like doing something. Well I have that feeling most days. I don't feel like sitting in front of the computer to work. I'd rather read a good book or clean my house (yes, I said I'd rather clean my house)

The other area I lack in consistancy is with the discipline of my children. Somedays I think I am too hard on them while other days I wonder where my backbone is.

Sometimes my lack of consistancy falls over into my quiet or devotional time. I really hate when that happens. I can tell you that my day runs much better when I can get up early and have time without any kids around to spend time in the Word and prayer. My whole day runs much smoother when I get that time with my heavenly Father. Sometimes it even seems like I have more time in my day when I have started it with HIM.

I don't know about you..but I am a work in progress. I have been a Christian since I was a child, but there are still things God is working in and through me. I don't want Him to stop what He's doing BUT I wish it would happen a little quicker. I have been learning a lot about myself these last 5 months. I am nothing without HIM. I need HIM more each day. He must increase and I must decrease.

Are you struggling with something in your life? An addiction? Insecurity? A lack of something? God is there with arms streched open waiting for you to bring it to Him. HE cares for you. Don't think you need to have everything in life figured out. Let Him lead you in this journey of life and faith. Trust Him today!